My name is joe and i am insecure, an overthinker, a self doubter, and so unappreciative. Why do i do this to myself? Why do i think so deeply about things? i mean it hurts my mentality. but damn those thoughts can be so astonishing· i can’t help but get lost in the perfect world created, insecurity & doubt outran by confidence, overthinking closed off. joy runs wild 1977 bee gees night fever wild. yeah crazy right? then reality hits the loser me returns, embarrassed by who i am & how i look. could i not be beautiful, how could you make me so hideous. always hidden in the shadows. always in your secret never in your reality. can i come out now?? battered with bruises originated by self thoughts, still holding on by a thread. unsafe with me. but secure with you. same name as a city in Georgia. what is earth when your my world . what is other woman when your my girl. to be honest sometimes i don't think you’re real. you think I'm amazing i’ve never been amazing before. you have real love for me, that makes me happy to be me. in love with your every action, every word, and who you are. baby where did you come from? if, i was told that someone as beautiful as you would take a chance on me i would never believe it. its crazy that she loves me even though im big yet small open but closed.
